Levi was probably going to prison on Wednesday.
But instead ended up in our living room laughing.
LEVI: ‘Get it before it’s locked up’
I’m jumping the long line of tinder girls he’s lined up.
And the part I enjoyed the most is my rape fantasy while his body held mine down.
LEVI: ‘I think you’re shy’
ALLIE: ‘I’m shy but I know what I want.’
LEVI: ‘Hey, when you’re there, I’m there.’
He’s like heroin
His pheromones have me on my knees
Levi’s the same age as me.
He’s a criminal and an addict and a womanizer.
An all around fucked up charming 6 foot 5 walking wall of pheromones and charm.
And I’m a hypnotized slut unable to take being this close and told no more by Ryan.
Who scolds me before proceeding to lick Levi’s misogynistic boots.
LEVI: ‘Allie!’
RYAN: ‘Oh she comes when you call.’
LEVI: ‘What! Girl get over here.’
His arm around me is large and warm.
He’s always strut, self satisfied,
in his recent chaotic conquest.
When with him around,
the weight and the warmth of him holding me to his side,
I forget all innocence lost.
I could get up but I’m where I want to be.
When I can’t hold back any longer I squeeze his large soft but callused hand.
RYAN: ‘Hey now.’
And I’m on my toes.
But later that night.
RYAN: ‘Levi’s probably down for a three sum.
But you got to be the one to make it happen.’
So I blow Ryan.
Wiping his cum off my lips I say,
‘I’m going to go offer Levi a BJ’
[Watching cartoons]
ALLIE: ‘I’m shy, I don’t talk much’
LEVI: ‘You are soft spoken.’
ALLIE: ‘You know, for a guy often in trouble you’re quite wise.’
LEVI: ‘Thank you I think you’re vary smart. You have a beautiful free spirit Allie.’
ALLIE: ‘Can I touch your chest?…’
RYAN: ‘No honey’
ALLIE: ‘I’m sorry Ryan’
Today he put the living room back the way things were when we first met
and took the set at the table he gave to me back.
If it keeps on like this he’ll turn time right around, and me back out that door.
I want to gush over it to the one person it was most traumatic for.
RYAN: ‘What in my nature makes me what you to stay?’